God is soo here with me today

Y’know. I have the weird upper hand in that my mom passed away… And it was horrible and miserable. And there literally was no choice but to accept it and trust. There was nothing else I could do, and when I came to a place of acceptance and trust, God provided this awesome man for me to love on, and be loved by…

And so now, in this new heartbreaking trial in my life, I can’t rely on what I don’t know, like what’s gunna happen. What I do know from experience is that God is good. Really really good. And he provides. And sometimes he shuts doors that can never be opened again, against your will.. But he will always open doors that no one else could too.

I am sweetly broken, but wholly surrendered to the Most High God.

  1. pieceofmined said: He knows what you can handle - and it will only make you a stronger and better person (if that is even possible in your case). I have so much faith in you and your experiences will only bring you where you want to be! I love you so much, Kell. XOXO
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